Things are taking off with my internship. They've started me on some copy editing, I got paid today, I feel comfortable contributing at meetings (even if I say stupid things) and it seems like they really seriously consider my input, which feels great. It's really given me the confidence to know that I can survive and succeed in the magazine world. Nothing even really feels like work; I find myself jumping into every project they give me quite willingly.
Spain is creeping closer (though I don't yet know if I'll have my visa on time) and I can feel myself gearing up to wrap things up here. I know I've still got a whole month, but it feels like nothing.
I'm also feeling again that loss of not being a part of the competition team next year. It's so weird.. having a group of people, one club, be so much a part of my life. I've never felt such a willingness to work for something before, and it kills me that I don't have any real sway over what will happen with it. *sigh* But I do have confidence in the more senior dancers on the team next year, and I know they'll be amazing and the club will be flourishing by the time I get back in the winter!
Ok, I should go get some more work done.