Somehow I'm still functioning even though I've only gotten 6 hours of sleep every night for the past few days. This is unusual for me - normally by this time I'm falling over myself stupid from not getting 8 hours per night.
At any rate, I feel like I had SO much "planning" type stuff that happened for the comp team at the beginning of the year and I'm starting to lose sight of all those things. I need to get them back, find my enthusiasm and drive again, because right now I feel like I'm just floating. And I'm not doing as good of a job as I was at the beginning of the quarter. I need to make some time.. somewhere ..to get back on track and think about what I need to do to really help this team become big. Because although we have a lot of people at the comp practices, a lot of them are veterans. I hope, hope that this intro to comp class brings in new people - I think I need to really start tapping into that a lot harder and being much more encouraging of all the people who come to that.
Oye. Okay. Brain is moving too quickly. I have to change and get ready for my day. What I really want to say is - I miss all my friends back home. Lately my life seems better when it's past. Oh well. I guess I made the decision to have that kind of life a long time ago, and now I've just got to take it.